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I PASSED MY EMT CLASS. :) I am a certified EMT xD Now I just gotta take the National Registry exam and then apply for jobs. YAY! Next step…Fire Academy..Paramedic School…Pre-reqs for nursing school.

The first time I bagged a patient…. and saw her coming back to life. I can’t even explain the feeling. Then giving her family a hug after wards because they couldn’t stop crying. Very emotional thing to experience your first time. I love EMS work!

So I’ve been on Ritalin (methylphenidate) for about a month now. Its a psychostimulant. Pretty much a legal version of methamphetamine. But this stuff seriously makes me feel so happy. Like…I never felt so positive and full of life. I hope I am not getting dependent or addicted to the stuff. But it really helped me concentrate in school and I just overall feel happier when I’m on it. I wish I would have got on this stuff years ago. Maybe I would have never ended up at continuation school. Well better now than never. This stuff is awesome xD